Another day without YOU. Oy, I have so much to tell you. I talk to you anyway, hoping that you can hear me. Miss our talks a lot. We were always together. Even working together in all of our endeavors, we were there for each other. My goodness, I needed a copy of your death certificate to change the cable billing, and, I COULD'NT find it ANYWHERE in the house. Don't laugh, but I even looked in your URN. (wasn't there either) I had to go down to City Hall and purchase another one. Crazy. I am Miss Organization, you know that. Must be my mind is going. Maybe I'll find my copies in the Fridge or something. Poor Reg, is still in the Hospital. I need you to help him recover. Lori and the kids need you to help, too. I remember your story about how you hired him to work in the gas station for you , and how young you thought they were to be getting married. Well, all of your fears were for nothing, they have been together for 50 plus years. Real lovebirds, just like US. I love ALL of them so much. I have always felt like family!! Bless them. BEN, are you listening???????????? We need HELP here on earth. I'll forgive your not helping me find your death certificate, if YOU will find some help for dear, sweet Ron. Help him through this, please. I love you, forever, my darling. I have been dreaming about you a lot lately. Jason said that he's had two dreams about you. You must be close by, huh? I smile every day thinking about a memory we shared together. More good memories are coming now. I kept reliving the painful ones of your suffering, but, they are coming less and less. Thank God for that. You are going to get the biggest KISS and HUG. You just wait and see! Loving you, always..............Rita